Sunday, November 15, 2009

wtf

wtf am i doing with my life... i don't know how this will end b/c i'm doing exactly the same thing as pre-ip... i tried to stop, i can't. i truly feel powerless. i truly feel like maybe i could die from this b/c i don't see a different way.
i'm going to give in and take some anti-depressants - i'll ask the doc next time i see her. i've heard certain anti-deps can help you quit b/p ing. i'll try ANYTHING at this point.

2 comments:

  1. Tia,

    *hugs* and I really think you need to go on meds. I know you've never wanted to but perhaps it is the only way...

    Hang in there love.

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  2. Just an anonymous reader, but I wanted to say that when I went on Meds it definitely helped me out. Good luck!

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